Gone .. Strayed .. lost she is feared ...

That's how I feel a lot of days lately. That line is from a book, about a lost puppy, that I would read to a little girl I babysat many years ago. The line has stuck in my head for years.

I don't know quite how to explain it. I've put myself between a rock and a hard place. I am where I need to be, yet, I want things that I know I don't really want. I am not sure there is a 'safe' in between or middle ground.

I choose to be single because I simply KNOW I can't live with anyone. I am an perfectionistic OCD emotional princess who wants it HER way ... and most of all, submissive to a fault in so many ways.

I am ok with that. I've been the quintessential anti-social hermit for years. The internet is my social connection and outlet to the world.

On the other hand. Lately I've been seeing, hearing, reading, experiencing others relationships and a yearning I've not had in some time has been awakened. I want to be touched. I want to be kissed. I want to be held. And I want her to go home in the morning without a lot of drama.

I've been pondering if they are really just simple wants? Are these things we need to survive?

I stopped wanting them, I stopped believing I needed it, because one more hurt will break me.. emotionally and physically. I'd rather be happy with me long term, than add another heartbreak.

But ... life is full of buts and unfair terms right? Seeing it dangled and teased before me, the ache lately is just so .. intense. It's not about wanting sex. It's about an emotional and physical far above that, getting met.

Being the poly girl I am, I'm certainly not looking for a monogamous relationship - which makes finding someone to share this with me, harder. And I need a Dominant. A Female Dominant .. and and and .. yes, I am picky .. I think we all should be.

It puts me in such a delima .. even in a poly relationship, or just a string of "one night stands" I will get attached and that generally leads right to where I am trying to avoiding going on the first place ...

*sighs* thank goodness for my Hitachi Magic Wand ... right???

YAY It's present opening time!

I waited and waited and finally its here!

I get to open my presents!

I received this from mom on Black Friday
It's from The Next Millennium
Our favorite Magic Shoppe in town!!

Some presents didnt make it in the mail
on time, but we will do this again next week,
when they do arrive YAY!!

There is a previous post which shows
the first present I opened, another Faery from Mom!


Merry Christmas and Magical Holiday Wishes!

Happy Yule! Opening my 1st Solstice / Yule prezzie of 2009

YAY! I've been waiting all week to open presents!!

Im only starting with 1 at midnight ...

It's from mom!

She used pretty paper

YAY I know its going to be a Faery!
(and yes, I am opeing a gift naked!)

OH She is very cool!!

Sitting in the palm of a hand
with a cute lil creature!

THANKS MOM!!

more to come!

Im Dreaming of a White Christmas .. and a giant egg?

YUP! Here we go again!
This is actually pretty rare for us..
I think between the 2 storms is more snow
that we have had in a few years combined!

They started with a 6-10 inch prediction
then it turned into 10-14
and now anywhere from 10-20 inches!

Will do another in the morning to see with more light!

and here it is!

White Christmas
aprox 7:45am Dec 25, 2009

You can see on the railing the build up is deeper
from Video 1 to Video 2

more to come in a few hours
Its not supposed to stop for 24-48 more hours!

This is 3 hours later - 10:45am
and the Christmas Egg!

last for today!
It's about 5pmish Christmas Day Just before Dark
It stopped snowing for a few hours but started up again!

The best thing about this White Christmas Storm of 2009
I volunteered to work Christmas Eve and Day
but guess what - they had to close the office because of all the snow!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS from Mother Nature to PIXIE!!

HNT ~ Merry Christmas!

Magical Holiday Wishes
Love ~ the kinky pixie ~

in case you all wondered ...

this is what I am often doing when away from twitter ...




I do so love my Hitachi Magic Wand
I thought it was louder when filming but it really isnt lol
I also didnt realize I wasnt shooting low enough
ops! You can just imagine though where that magic wand is!
(if you cant you shouldnt be here watching)

I did a re-take, but decided this was
a better option for the masses to share in :)

This lovely clip was filmed with my PalmPre!

SNOW on video!

Blizzard December 2009

This was after a few light hours of snow overnight
and through the mid-morning
Aprox 10am
(click pics for larger image)

Aprox 11am

Shortly after 12noon
It was starting to come down heavier!

This was not much after 1pm

Then I took a little nap
This was not much after 530pm

Around 1am it turned into the Blizzard
when winds picked up to 40-50MPH

And this is the morning aftermath
aprox 815am

It figures we get the blizzard on my day off!
I might get away with calling in tonight, lil Ms Miata
might not be able to make it through whats left tonight!!

Have you been naughty or nice?? Come tell Santa Fet about it!

Have you been naughty or nice this year?
Come sit on Santa's lap and tell'm what you want!!

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yes .. I decided to play holiday this year

This was the start! I had to go down to the garage
and pull some bins and boxes out of the storage closet
Thank Goodess they supply us with shopping carts!

I got stuck going through the door
Had to go around in the other door and pull the cart in
giggles

YAY we made it into the elevator!

Starting to unpack ..

and putting together my "Tinkerbell" tree -
I call it that because of the color!

YAY the lights work!
(and um Ms Mazzy cat does too! )

and the stockings were hung by the
TV Stand with care ....
in hopes that St Nicholas soon would be there!

Almost to the finish!

Last year to manys dismay I did absolutely
nothing to celebrate the holidays. Most who have
known me awhile know that normally I am the
geeky girl out with her santa hat and
bells on out shopping the day after Thanksgiving,
and putting my up my real tree soon after ...

but, last year I was just not any where
near that frame of mind. To be honest even
after I dug everything out this year I still wasnt sure
I was in that frame of mind .. I am still thinking about having
to put it all away again LOL but I did it ..

I am going to try and find some christmas solstice
holiday cheer this year ( yes, even if it kills me!)

The 1st video was so fun I had to another .. of me!

yeah ok I wanted to play a sec more to see if
i could get it to work again .. still sideways i think but
ill work on that later :)

First (sucessful) video taken with my PalmPre ** WARNING - there is pussy licking **

Meet @MsMazzyCat *giggles* taking a morning bath!

so video recording on the palm pre doesn't work 100%
of the time. However, it's a HomeBrew App I just LOVE
and certainly not complaining! THANKS goes out to developers!!

It keeps a white screen when I am recording and
I had no idea I even captured this! *giggles*

I didnt feel like rummaging through the new
laptop to find something to edit it being sideways
but hey .. its still pretty cool :)

HNT ~ Stockings

So I havent been into the "cyber" thing
for several years but recently someone intrigued me,
and wanted me to put on some stockings and high heels ~
Unfortunately all I had handy was my pink heels which I dont
think really went with the black thigh highs and nakedness...
but she enjoyed!

The Dildo Song

giggles

HNT ~ a little more nekkid

continued from last week
*smiles*
New Years 2003

True story:
Why we should not do drugs
(er um we all least not this drug heh )

So my Sir at the time was a drummer in a band
and they had a big NYE gig at a local hotel.
My Miss and I knew we would be primping and getting ready
all day and then with the party be up all night!

They had some long time friends visiting from out of town
who said, well hey, lets make this party a lil more fun and they
whipped out some coke ( *gasps* I know! )

Id never done it before, I was miss anti drug in my school days
but now I am 33 years old and thought Im gonna try it just once -

I admit - it was fun, kept us going all day, all night

until

My Sir had passed out in the bed but Miss and I were
horny wanted to play! So we were in the hall between the sink
and the closet door in front of the bathroom entryway of the hotel room

She used that lovely razor blade that had been left
from the coke that morning and cut the hose right off me

omg it was like the most freaking erotic thing ever!!!

Then ...

She licked my pussy ..omg omg it was heaven

RIGHT??

yeah no - she licked, sucked had me on the edge of cumming

for 3 -- yes THREE hours!!

no matter what we did - I couldnt actually orgasm!

now I just stick to a lil no doz *giggles*

HNT ~ getting half nekkid!

HAPPY HNT!

This is me .. getting to the NEKKID part!
New Years 2003

Having just stepped from the shower, I stand before the mirror, admiring my body when I suddenly remembered my Mistress's request...a giddy excitement rushes over me and I run downstairs to find a candle....rummaging in a drawer I find a long purple tapered candle..perfect I think myself...quickly back up to my room, I slip into bed and light the candle. I lay back, body tingling with excitement, as the first bit of wax begins to slowly run down the candle. I already feel those twinges pulsating deep inside YOUR pussy, an ache to touch begging at me, but remembering my Mistress's demands. Never taking my gaze off the candle I hold it over my left nipple...taking a deeper breath, I tip...within a split second my nipple is being coated in the hot wax...I hold my breath, the pain sending shudders of intense pleasure all the way through me, I feel YOUR pussy begging to just throb for touch. I pull it away almost as quickly as I have tipped it...letting the pleasure sink into me for a moment before holding the candle over my right nipple. My breath has already become very shallow, my chest is heaving, my eyes are fixed on the purple wax coating me and with barely a thought I tip again...I moan out this time as the wax hits...but do not tip away quite so quickly, my free hand digging into the sheets as I fell dizzy in the ecstasy. Stopping, trying to catch my breath, now whimpering in the pleasure I feel, I close my eyes, envisioning my Mistress standing over me....I tip, letting the drops start falling between my breast..slowly moving downwards, the burning so intense, imagining it is my Mistress causing the great pain and pleasure...I can feel YOUR pussy dripping in my sweet juices, throbbing with such an ache, feeling the pools of my pleasures building deep within...feeling the wax hot and dripping down my sides, I began to writhe, the pain exquisite, but pain all the same...I pause just above my clit, hesitant to the pain, yet longing for it with great passion, my breaths have become quick and deep, I can feel my body arching towards the candle, begging for it.....and I tip....the sudden hot wax dripping onto my throbbing clit making me cry out, yeeessssss Mistresssssssss, letting more and more drip, feeling it burn, feeling me twitching and aching for more, resisting with everything in me not to reach down and touch with my other hand, my whole body trembling, I let it go for what seems like forever and just cant take any more....I pull the candle away, as waves of ripping pleasure ravish me, my body, exploding with intensity, releases...I cry out thank you Mistress, oohh thank you.............I can feel the cooling, yet still warm wax dripping between my lips, coating YOUR pussy, mixing with my cum....panting, gasping for some air, I open my eyes, staring down at the trail of deep purple wax, again, the mixed feeling of pleasure and pain surrounding my senses......somewhere in that I had blown out the candle ........thinking I have been good, YOUR pussy still aching in desire, I slide it over me, gently parting my lips, feeling the wax separating, I slowly insert it, feeling my walls instantly grasping, my thighs clenching around it...I savor each of the 10 wonderful thrust of the candle you have allowed me, moaning thank you Mistress with each one.....Removing the candle, I lick my lips, anticipating the sweet taste, bringing it to them, I stick my tongue out, running the candle over it, sighing at the heavenly sweet taste, sucking every drop, I lay exhausted , thinking I may need to take another shower now...

the single pixie and cravings ..

When I first came into the lifestyle I had been separated from a cheating husband. After 2 yrs alone I randomly crossed paths with a Female Dominant and it was magic. Besides some brief encounters Id not had a girlfriend before, and not a real time Dominant who just want into kinky sex, but the whole lifestyle. She was married and I was able to fully experience the poly lifestyle as well. I thought life was grand, how much better could it be! It couldnt :( and unfortunately while there was about 4 yrs of "perfect bliss" there was about 2 yrs of spiral downhill tailspins. It was one of those situations where I knew I needed to leave, but was faithful to my collar and my position .. Lucky for me ( ? ) she had a melt down one day and threw me out and that was the end of that ...

I then, for a combined but not consecutive 3 years, spent time with a dear friend whose collar I wore, but it was strictly a 'service submissive" status -

and now its been like 5 yrs and ive not had sex ... or even physical contact ( other than scenes, usually at public events ) with anyone.

Lately I've noticed a real craving, a longing, a desire .. omg I want thrown up against the wall and ravished!! Im not really generally one to have "fantasies" as I see them leading to expectations. However, walking through the mall the other day, I was feeling pretty, sexy ... and this beautiful Woman walked passed me and next thing I know my head has us in the bathroom, Her pushing the stall open and just taking me right there .. I was like .. DAMN pixie you do need to get some lol

I've been seeing all these wonderful relationships, of many types, spewed across twitter at me for weeks and I realize, I miss that ( and honest? more than the sex really )

I've never been one to "pursue" I've never dated anyone, I always just kinda ended up in relationships .. and to be honest, I am really not sure how to go about this whole thing ...

but will see what happens .. I'll keep you updated :)

HNT ~ a pixie fetish

yesterday after getting out of the shower I saw my teddy bear ..
white, soft, comforting and exciting ~
I felt the urge to cuddle with him!
as I was doing so I thought ... OH .. HNT pics!


sooo they aren't the best of pics *smiles*
but here is pixie and her teddy bear :)

(pre) HNT ~ a pixie fetish

I took a couple yummy (for me) HNT
pics today but a few were too anxious to wait until tomorrow!

SO ... here is a little pre HNT teaser shot

pixie does like her teddy bears and fur .... *smiles*

Winter Solstice .. fast approaching!

So next to Halloween, and 4th of July, Yule is a favorite time of year for me.

Yule is celebrated on the Winter Solstice, circa December 21, and is an observance of the turning of the solar year from waning to waxing. This is the most important Sabbat. In the Teutonic traditions, the word Yule coming from the old Norse jul, meaning "wheel".

Some Mythology teaches that the Sun is the newborn son of the Goddess, others that the Sun is the wintertime Crone who has turned her Virgin form again. The Christmas practice of venerating lighted trees and burning the Yule log--both symbolic of the divine gift of fire to humanity-- all come from the European Pagan customs.

It is also customary on this Sabbat to greet the rising Sun on the day it starts to grow once again and to reenact the battle between the Deities who represent both the dark and light halves of the year. At this time the Deities of Light will emerge victorious. This is not a mockery of Christianities Holy Day. The Winter Solstice is an ancient Pagan festival that early Christian leaders adopted as the symbolic date of Jesus' birth.


Winter Solstice Incense:

Pine Needles myrrh
Cinnamon dried apple leaf or wood
Frankincense

Blend all ingredients. You want to make enough to use during your ritual and to share with others. Put some in a small bottle with a cork and tie a ribbon around its neck to give as a gift. To charge it, place in your magic space before using it in ritual.

HNT ~ Halloween!

2007 Las Vegas
Halloween Fetish Ball

Several friends went as Alice in Wonderland
I was going to be Alice, but at the last minute our
Queen of Hearts could not attend ... So I put this together!

I used the white stocking as they had the "suits" on the sides :)



a short that came to my head one day ....

as I laid in the tan bed day dreaming, soaking up the warmth i barely noticed that the

lid the to the bed had been lifted....before I realized what was going on a hand was

over my mouth..i made a muffled cry and instinctively tried to move my hands to

cover my naked flesh...the movement was in vain as his weight was already pressing

down on me...i suddenly became more afraid that the glass bed wouldn't hold ... as i

started to struggle more i heard Your voice whispering in my ear to be still .. i still

squirmed and "struggled" but was swept up in the excitement of Your game, instead

of fear ... almost as quickly as it had all started i felt Your cock sliding deep into my

pussy, now aching and grasping to pull You in .... You hand has never left my

mouth, i whimper "protesting" moans of pleasure through my gasping breath as You

thrust over and over, faster, harder .. taking me for Your own pleasure ... my every

breath is filled with the scent of leather from Your gloved hand, my mouth and lips

are filled with its taste .. the eyewear has kept me blind, though ive heard Your voice,

there is still that slight sense of unknowing panic of being taken .. what if this IS a

stranger .. omg .. my body is quivering and trembling, pooling pleasures begging

from within ... suddenly i feel Your hand tighten over my mouth, Your body crushing

against mine, burying Your cock deep as it spasms in release against my wet walls

.... as i feel You begin to pull away, my body aches and wants to follow but You are

already giving orders for me not to move, not to say a word ... i feel weightless, yet

heavy, searching for my breath ... my mouth free, i cant help but whisper please ...

but You are gone .. the lid closed back on the bed, i am left wondering, lost in

pleasure, as the remaining minutes ticking away



Happy HNT Halloween!

HNT ~ Sexy Halloween Pixie

Studio 54 Halloween Party 2007
Las Vegas, NV

For fun I am throwing in a little story, completely un Halloween related,
but something I thought you might enjoy none the less ~ giggles ~

I lead you into the bedroom by Your hand, excitement racing through the air over the evenings events we have planned as a surprise. As we walk in you see the room lit with candles. At the end of the bed where there is normally Your and Mistresses locked toy chest, there is now a chair, which i lead You over to sit in. i rest my hands on the arms of the chair and lean in close to give passionate kiss .. that i pull away from abruptly with a soft giggle in my breath. As if by magic, just before i speak a very soft music has begun playing in the room, and my body has begin to sway to softly to, to match its beat, my hands drifting along the fabric of my dress .. stomach.. hips .. thighs. When i can tell Your gaze has moved from mine to my hands, i break the moment and lean close again, whispering to You, now Sir, smiling playfully, our Lady has asked me to instruct You that until i say otherwise, Your hands are to remain in Your lap, Your sides .. where ever You need to keep them, so that You are not so inclined to touch me. i will be touching You, You just ..cant touch back.

i cant help but put out another soft giggle as You seem most intrigued by why is going on ... and You nod agreement to the request, yes pixie, no touching. i teasingly stick my tongue out to lick your lips catching Your words in my mouth as our tongues meet, inviting another, longer kiss before you feel me putting a finger on your chest, and i step back. i smile as i hear the whimper in your breath, feeling the sigh in your chest against my fingertips as i begin to trace around the buttons of your shirt. unbuttoning them... one .. by .. one but shaking my head no as you begin to shift to take it off .. my hand presses to your bare chest feeling your heartbeat pounding against it, and slowly i begin to walk to your side, hand tracing up across your shoulder, to your back, where i can stand behind you.

Placing both hands on your shoulders, i lean in to snuggle your neck, nuzzling warm kisses, blowing warm breaths across your flesh, my hands begin to slide down along your chest, reaching under Your open shirt to your bare flesh. Fingers massaging, caressing just slightly into your flesh until i make my way down to the button of your jeans ... i swear i can feel the heat of your excitement right through the fabric and this sends a twinge through my already aching treasure. i am suddenly very aware of my own wetness. My teeth gently nibble your earlobe as i fiddle with the button .. teasing as if i cant get it undone. Instinctively you reach to help and i pull back from you, i has been hoping that what You would do

uh uh uhhhh .. i see Your hands immediately go back to Your sides, but i have already stepped around and am standing in front of You again ,swaying, dancing ... teasing Your eyes with every move as my hands trace along my body. For the first time, really giving you focus to see what i am wearing. Your favorite little black dress. Silk stockings with the seam up the back, just as You always ask me to wear. I had even taken You so off guard asking You to come into the bedroom a moment with me that You hadnt noticed i was standing taller in my stiletto heels.. Yes, here i was looking quite the sexy one dancing before You .. slowly .. teasing ..wanting to bring every inch of Your flesh alive. Again, when i am sure i have Your gaze and attention, I turn my back to you, and reach up to unzip my dress, letting it just slide off my shoulders...dancing a moment and letting You take in all the curves as they sway with the music. i wiggle slightly allowing the dress to slide down my entire body, revealing yet another favorite, my black velvet bra and panties, i turn with a flirty glimmer in my eyes and kick my dress up into Your lap.

Standing before You know in just my stockings, garter bra and panties i let my hands wander and tease across my body, bringing myself close to You, peeking my nipples out of the bra soooo close to Your Your lips before hiding them away again, tugging and pulling at my panties, offering more little teasing glimpses, making Your mind run wild with excitement.
Stepping closer You i straddle myself across Your lap, reaching and pulling the dress to the floor as i do. i again begin to focus my fingers on the button of the jeans, while teasing you with offered kisses that are pulled away and offered back again, sometimes letting my tongue reach out for Yours. As i feel the button begin to free itself i swallow Your breath in a deep kiss, completely distracting You that i have also slid the zipper down. i reach up and begin caressing Your chest again, grinding against Your lap, teasing unmercifully, enjoying feeling Your struggle to keep Your hands under Your lap and not touch ... as our tongues are dancing lost in the sweetness of the kiss i do reach for Your hands, and then slide back to bring You standing with me ...

tipping my head with a curious smile, knowing i am going to toy with You some more, i ask .. are enjoying Yourself, Sir ... but i press my fingers to Your lips and stop any words and just giggle softly some more. Pressing and swaying my body against Yours, gazing into Your eyes i begin a trail of kisses down your chest .. little kicks, little nibbles, the essence of Your flesh sending shivers through me as my lips press tenderly against You - 1 here- 1 here - 1 here. i can feel you trembling with each contact i make, the energy from Your body feeling like it would explode with every touch of my lips. My hands pull from yours, fingertips grazing along your sides, enough pressure not to tickle, just tease and make You want ...

As i kiss lower ... and lower ... i can feel You tense when my tongue reaches out and i begin to lick along the band of Your shorts, my hands begin sliding down within the edges of Your jeans ...sliding evertyhing off as as least distractingly as possible, i am taking delight in not once touching what You wanted me to touch most of all .. Your now hard throbbing cock. I could hear the need in Your breath, every inch of Your flesh was alive and tingling, like electricity to my fingertips and lips. i slide up Your body, pressing my body close, wrapping my hands to Your back to pull us even tighter and sink into a kiss ...i can feel Your cock pressing, rubbing, twitching in anticipation against my velvet panties and know Your hands wont be able to resist long, so i push You back into the chair and whisper You didnt think it would happen this soon did You?? a playful giggle passes my lips as i begin to dance before You yet again.

Reaching back i reach to unhook my bra and allow my arms to hold it close to keep from revealing my heaving breast, the straps slide just off my shoulders, as i turn my back to You, slowly dancing, keeping Your gaze as the moisture on my flesh highlights each curve of my swaying body. i know You are just squirming in Your chair and finally i turn back to You, mmmmmm i know You are so waiting for this bra to come off, leaning in towards You a little, letting You see my heaving cleavage aching to be free .. then letting it fall to rest on Your cock as it slides off me .. i reach and gently for a second pat Your hands so You know i want You to leave it there as i step away to continue teasing You with the entrancing sway of body before ...

i sink to my knees and begin to crawl towards You, Your eyes are lit up with so much energy its like they are glowing with the candles.. as i reach Your toes i begin to kiss and lick and tease with my mouth, making my way up to Your knees, reaching to part Your thighs, running my hands along the tops of Your legs as my kisses and licks are slowly getting closer and closer .. i first blow a soft breath along Your cock, watching it twitch in anticipation .. making ... You ... wait ... just .. a ... second ... longer ... i run my tongue along my lips, knowing Your eyes are set upon my mouth, i think You may even be holding Your breath ... i shift just slightly and to take You by surprise, slip the head of Your cock into my mouth, sucking just very very gently ... holding very still .. listening to and feeling Your every reaction and letting them pass through Your body before i let my tongue begin to roll in little circle.my mouth is overwhelemed in pleasure, desire is pooling in the pit of my stomach and aching to be released while i begin to swallow Your cock between my lips .. savoring, worshipping , bathing every inch with my tongue. Moaning and humming, taking Your cock over and over in my mouth ..

all this while You have had no idea that Lady was behind You, on the bed watching every moment, She as slid down to the edge of the bed now, You feel Her hands caressing Your chest .. She is whispering to You how She has enjoyed watching You not touch, how She has enjoyed watching You enjoy being pleasured ... i bring my gaze up to Mistresses eyes, both of us knowing You are so close ... She nods at me ( and this is where the phone rang!!!!!))) and grasp my hand around Your cock, slowly sliding my tongue and mouth away .. stealing licks as i continue to massage Your hardness within my grasping fingers, leaning back ... hearing the air suddenly break with a gasping groan of pleasure from Your heavy breath i lean back slightly, feeling the warm gush of Your cum spray across my chest ....

HNT ~ Arrrrgh Matey!

Halloween 2004 Las Vegas Fetish Ball

Our whole group went as pirates

We vended floggers and fetish toys

with Arcanes Attic

We also did a flogging demo on the side stage

The picture is me being "demo girl" for the floggers

Happy HN ... Friday!

This was me Halloween 2007 :)
Ive been a little "lost" on my days since I was
recovering from my surgery - so I missed a couple HNT's!!

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Do you carry business cards?

6 yrs ago I started attending Folsom Street Fair in San Francisco CA ( for more details see my previous blog post! ) and one of the things i so enjoy about the fair is I get to be the exhibitionist I truly am inside. I do several outfit changes through out the day, sometimes even having the pleasure of dancing in the streets naked! The best part in that is people are taking me picture from all over, all day long. Most ask, but with aprox. 400,000 people cameras and vidoes are being shot continuously. I was always bummed in the following weeks because I wanted to SEE the all the pictures that were being taken!!

After the 2nd year at the fair, a dear friend suggested we get business cards. Besides the Fair, there are several events we attend through out the year, and we are always meeting and introducing ourselves, and everyone is adding emails to their cell phones, or still digging for pen and paper! The business cards were a FABULOUS idea! I could had them out to as many people as possible taking my pictures. Not only my email is on them, but I added my website and my yahoo ID ( and on my recent order added my twitter ID as well! )

We quickly set out exploring all our options for design as well as cost - ultimately we were happiest with Overnight Prints - They had not only lots of design options available, but a great tool allowing you to create your own design and of course the best feature was cost, there is always some excellent deal going on. Just 2 weeks ago there was a 40% promo I got in on and was able to order 1000 new card w/shipping for only $33.00!!

I received my cards, got a cute business card holder, and the cards have been a huge success, every one loves them, and the idea! I pass them out everywhere :)

Here is a pic of my cards right from the building tool - I just love the pink fuzzy handcuffs I was able to use for the background!

Happy Samhain! or Halloween for the rest of you

So "Halloween" has always been one of my favorite times a year. I relished as I got older that we had kids in the home, and from the neighborhood, that I could take out trick or treating ( Yes as I was a senior in high school some people would not give me candy! )

As I started down my path of discovery into the Wiccan/Pagan spirituality, I found there was more meaning to Halloween than just childhood trick or treating, though I DO still love the candy LOL.

Samhain is almost upon us and in the spirit of my love for the holiday I have decided to transform my blog to celebrate the upcoming events!

Next to Christmas, Halloween is the most commercialized celebration in the United States and Canada. This ancient festival originated far from North America however, and centuries before the first European set foot on the continent. The ancient Druids who inhabited what we now call Great Britain placed great importance on the passing of one season to the next, holding "Fire Festivals" which were celebrated for three days (two days on either side of the day itself).

One of these festivals was called Samhain is pronounced "sow-en" and is the Wiccan New Year, both a beginning and an ending point of the ever turning wheel. At this time the third and final harvest of the year is celebrated, a yeild that ensures that life witll continue throughout the harsh winter ahead. But as life is celebrated, so is death. Witches traditionally believe Samhain to be a time when the viel seperating the world of the living from that of the dead ( the otherworld ) is parted, and ancestors may join in the festivities. Popular activities include communication with the dead. divinations to see what the New Year holds and the hosting of the "dumb supper", a feast for both the living and the spirits of the dead that is held in complete silence. The modern festival of Halloween has its roots in Samhain. The popular childrens custom of Trick -or-Treating stems from an Old English practice in which children went door to door begging "soul cakes " to feed the wandering spirits. Many Wiccans also mark the symbolic death of the Horned God on this day.

In order to make themselves and their homes less inviting to these wayward spirits, the ancient Celts would douse all their fires. There was also a secondary purpose to this, after extinguishing all their fires, they would re-light them from a common source, the Druidic fire that was kept burning at Usinach, in the Middle of Ireland Samhain was considered to be a gateway not only from the land of the dead to the land of the living, but also between Summer and Fall/Winter. For the Druids, this was the last gasp of summer (it was also the Celtic New Year), so therefore they made sure it went out with a bang before they had to button down for the winter ahead.

They would dress up in bizarre costumes and parade through their villages causing destruction in order to scare off any recently departed souls who might be prowling for bodies to inhabit, in addition to burning animals and other offerings to the Druidic deities. It is also a popular belief that they would burn people who they believed to be possessed, but this has largely been debunked as myth. This yearly festival was adopted by the Roman invaders, who helped to propagate it throughout the rest of the world (and at that time, the Roman Empire was the world). The word "Halloween" itself actually comes from a contraction of All Hallows Eve, or All Saint's Day (November 1), which is a Catholic day of observance in honour of saints

This tradition was later brought to the North American continent by Irish immigrants who were escaping the Potato Famine in their homeland. In addition to the festival itself, the immigrants brought several customs with them, including one of the symbols most commonly associated with Halloween -- the Jack 'O Lantern.

These are a few of my favorite things ..

So today I was surfing the net ( yeah some of us still do that! ) and started browsing through one of my favorite adult toy shoppes Extreme Restraints! The have some fabulous deals on a wide range of kinky toys and you should all really check them out!!

Ive gotten some cuffs, a fun flogger and even some great glass dildo's ( my fave! )

I found they offer a great feature of a "WishList" ~ We all have things we want, right?! So I created mine today, check it out! and of course if you feel so inclined, send me a present!

Pixies Wishlist

HNT ~ pixie toes

Not the sexiest of "HNT Toes" I could come up with LOL
but I had major surgery 9 days ago and have been laid up
in bed all this time .. and have another week or two to go!

These are my "sexy" recovery toes peeking out the end of my blanket :)

Just a lil story to go with this:

I could see her toes peeking out from under the blaket, my mouth
began to instantly water .. the thought of them twisting against my tongue,
teasing and inviting .. my breath wavered in anticipation!

I crawled up along side the couch, our eyes making contact and
sending a shiver right through me. Slowly I get closer, first reaching
out to stroke my fingers along her silken skin .. I can barely contain myself.

Stroking, caressing, hands clasping around to offer a gentle massage
to each foot before I allow myself the pleasure of her taste.
As I bring her first foot closer, my tongue slips out in greeting, licking softly
up her big toe and then sucking it between my lips

i gasp a sigh of contentment ... pure heaven.