HNT ~ getting half nekkid!

HAPPY HNT!

This is me .. getting to the NEKKID part!
New Years 2003

Having just stepped from the shower, I stand before the mirror, admiring my body when I suddenly remembered my Mistress's request...a giddy excitement rushes over me and I run downstairs to find a candle....rummaging in a drawer I find a long purple tapered candle..perfect I think myself...quickly back up to my room, I slip into bed and light the candle. I lay back, body tingling with excitement, as the first bit of wax begins to slowly run down the candle. I already feel those twinges pulsating deep inside YOUR pussy, an ache to touch begging at me, but remembering my Mistress's demands. Never taking my gaze off the candle I hold it over my left nipple...taking a deeper breath, I tip...within a split second my nipple is being coated in the hot wax...I hold my breath, the pain sending shudders of intense pleasure all the way through me, I feel YOUR pussy begging to just throb for touch. I pull it away almost as quickly as I have tipped it...letting the pleasure sink into me for a moment before holding the candle over my right nipple. My breath has already become very shallow, my chest is heaving, my eyes are fixed on the purple wax coating me and with barely a thought I tip again...I moan out this time as the wax hits...but do not tip away quite so quickly, my free hand digging into the sheets as I fell dizzy in the ecstasy. Stopping, trying to catch my breath, now whimpering in the pleasure I feel, I close my eyes, envisioning my Mistress standing over me....I tip, letting the drops start falling between my breast..slowly moving downwards, the burning so intense, imagining it is my Mistress causing the great pain and pleasure...I can feel YOUR pussy dripping in my sweet juices, throbbing with such an ache, feeling the pools of my pleasures building deep within...feeling the wax hot and dripping down my sides, I began to writhe, the pain exquisite, but pain all the same...I pause just above my clit, hesitant to the pain, yet longing for it with great passion, my breaths have become quick and deep, I can feel my body arching towards the candle, begging for it.....and I tip....the sudden hot wax dripping onto my throbbing clit making me cry out, yeeessssss Mistresssssssss, letting more and more drip, feeling it burn, feeling me twitching and aching for more, resisting with everything in me not to reach down and touch with my other hand, my whole body trembling, I let it go for what seems like forever and just cant take any more....I pull the candle away, as waves of ripping pleasure ravish me, my body, exploding with intensity, releases...I cry out thank you Mistress, oohh thank you.............I can feel the cooling, yet still warm wax dripping between my lips, coating YOUR pussy, mixing with my cum....panting, gasping for some air, I open my eyes, staring down at the trail of deep purple wax, again, the mixed feeling of pleasure and pain surrounding my senses......somewhere in that I had blown out the candle ........thinking I have been good, YOUR pussy still aching in desire, I slide it over me, gently parting my lips, feeling the wax separating, I slowly insert it, feeling my walls instantly grasping, my thighs clenching around it...I savor each of the 10 wonderful thrust of the candle you have allowed me, moaning thank you Mistress with each one.....Removing the candle, I lick my lips, anticipating the sweet taste, bringing it to them, I stick my tongue out, running the candle over it, sighing at the heavenly sweet taste, sucking every drop, I lay exhausted , thinking I may need to take another shower now...

the single pixie and cravings ..

When I first came into the lifestyle I had been separated from a cheating husband. After 2 yrs alone I randomly crossed paths with a Female Dominant and it was magic. Besides some brief encounters Id not had a girlfriend before, and not a real time Dominant who just want into kinky sex, but the whole lifestyle. She was married and I was able to fully experience the poly lifestyle as well. I thought life was grand, how much better could it be! It couldnt :( and unfortunately while there was about 4 yrs of "perfect bliss" there was about 2 yrs of spiral downhill tailspins. It was one of those situations where I knew I needed to leave, but was faithful to my collar and my position .. Lucky for me ( ? ) she had a melt down one day and threw me out and that was the end of that ...

I then, for a combined but not consecutive 3 years, spent time with a dear friend whose collar I wore, but it was strictly a 'service submissive" status -

and now its been like 5 yrs and ive not had sex ... or even physical contact ( other than scenes, usually at public events ) with anyone.

Lately I've noticed a real craving, a longing, a desire .. omg I want thrown up against the wall and ravished!! Im not really generally one to have "fantasies" as I see them leading to expectations. However, walking through the mall the other day, I was feeling pretty, sexy ... and this beautiful Woman walked passed me and next thing I know my head has us in the bathroom, Her pushing the stall open and just taking me right there .. I was like .. DAMN pixie you do need to get some lol

I've been seeing all these wonderful relationships, of many types, spewed across twitter at me for weeks and I realize, I miss that ( and honest? more than the sex really )

I've never been one to "pursue" I've never dated anyone, I always just kinda ended up in relationships .. and to be honest, I am really not sure how to go about this whole thing ...

but will see what happens .. I'll keep you updated :)